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Reviewer: Vampic Munchausen - - February 17, 2013
Subject: Yes! Some have a mix of several personality disorders!
Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “I wanted him to hit rock bottom so bad that when someone would make a joke like ‘hey I got a friend who would hurt him’ I was taking him seriously.I wanted his car destroyed..I wanted him hurt so that he could be in the hospital.. I put my son in harms way so many times by my driving or my yelling at him to get in the car faster so I could chase after Jason..I knew what I was doing was wrong and crazy…...I used to get so upset that I would yell at my son and I would drive erratically or couldnt' function or thought of all sorts of things to get back at him..” 4/15/06 #8420, http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/naranonsupport/

Feb 15, 2012 Arrest: 12-2214-AR Arrest: PICILLO, ANGELIQUE C...48 JANET ST WEST SPRINGFIELD, MA DOB: 11/11/1979 Charges: A&B (Assault and Battery

Area Police News - Easthampton, MA..Nov 7, 2012 – Angelique Picillo, 32, of 51 Ridgewood Terrace, was arrested at home Monday at 6:30 a.m. on a warrant..

Angelique Picillo (Baker, Kindel) “..I appreciate your candidness about wanting to punch him, in my case I have..and it got me no where..” 5/1/06 #8706, http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/naranonsupport/

Sept 24, 2012 - The boy was arrested at his home at 51 Ridgewood Terrace at 6:18 p.m. on charges of three counts of assault and battery with a ...

Angelique Picillo (Baker, Kindel) ”..im suprised at myself that when I was mad at him i just said I was mad and didnt' try to attack and kill him....so I've made progress..” 5/16/06 #8933, http://health.groups.yahoo.com/group/naranonsupport/

PsychCentral.com May 15, 2012
How easy is it for you to make healthy FRIENDSHIP choices?
Angelique Picillo - Hard. May 15 at 2:21pm via mobile • Like

Angelique Picillo (Baker Kindel) PEOPLES COURT "You Don't Find a Babysitter for an Infant on Craigslist!" Video CLIP...March 2012…Google search

Feb 15, 2012 ARREST: 12-2214-AR: PICILLO, ANGELIQUE C...Charges: A&B (Assault and Battery), DOB: 11/11/1979, 48 Janet St West Springfield, MA.

Nov 7, 2012 – ANGELIQUE PICILLO, 32, of 51 Ridgewood Terrace was ARRESTED at home Monday at 6:30 a.m. on a warrant…Easthampton, MA…Area Police News, Gazette Net.

Sept 24, 2012 - The boy was arrested at his home at 51 Ridgewood Terrace at 6:18 p.m. on charges of three counts of assault and battery with a ...Easthampton, MA…Area Police News, Gazette Net.
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Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “I wanted him to hit rock bottom so bad that when someone would make a joke like ‘hey I got a friend who would hurt him’ I was taking him seriously.I wanted his car destroyed..I wanted him hurt so that he could be in the hospital.. I put my son in harms way so many times…” 4/15/06 #8420, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I put my son in harms way so many times by my driving or my yelling at him to get in the car faster so I could chase after Jason..I knew what I was doing was wrong and crazy…...I used to get so upset that I would yell at my son and I would drive erratically or couldnt' function or thought of all sorts of things to get back at him..” 4/15/06 #8420, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Picillo (Baker, Kindel) ”..im suprised at myself that when I was mad at him i just said I was mad and didnt' try to attack and kill him....so I've made progress..” 5/16/06 #8933, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Picillo (Baker, Kindel) ”..I feel lke I might need to find an anger management program because whenI get hurt my anger tends to turn towards trying to kill the person…” 5/12/06 #8835, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Picillo (Baker, Kindel) “..I appreciate your candidness about wanting to punch him, in my case I have..and it got me no where..” 5/1/06 #8706, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Picillo (Baker Kindel) “excuse me for saying so but I do have a degree in domestic violence and addiction... I could never write a book on being an abuser or wht they are thinkin i really don't get it... I have been through dv over and over so I can say I understand it and write a book on that…” Lundy Bancroft • April 7, 2012 at 10:19pm

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…writing him email after email does nothing for me…when I get hurt by him my anger can tend to be explosive…not having him to yell at has made me a much calmer person…” 3/22/06 #7870, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I am VERY confrontational when I think the wool is being pulled over my eyes…he had run away the week before…I basically forced him into buying me something cause to me it mean that her would be around…” 3/26/06 #7970, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…he had run away the week before and was going to make up for it by taking me away for valentines weekend (taking vday off from work even though the other welders would think he was a girl LOL)…he bought me lots of stuff…while we were on vacation he had bought me something for valentines day…he was kinda girly and bought me little figurines always having to do with engagement or wife even though we weren’t married yet…so one day I had come across in a hallmark store these two little mice, the male one holdign a human size ring behind his back to give to the girl mouse..I know that he hasn’t bought it and I was so hurt that I dropped hints like you wouldn’t believe til he bought it but thought I didn’t know…I thought it would make me happy…it wasn’t going to hold him there…I basically forced him into buying me something cause to me it meant that he would be around…” 3/26/06 #7970, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “I go to therapy…mine I love, however I’ve had 10 years or so of trying to find the right one and walking out after I didn’t feel understood…when it gets real bad, I’ve even gone twice or three times a week…walking in feeling like I want to jump…” 3/27/06 #8000, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I’m sitting around, stuffing my face, and can barely get dressed”

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I had to fight and fight and they finally fave me morphine pills which did nothing…the only thing that would work was morphine IV…I have morphine in my cabinet right now…” 3/29/06 2:30 am #8075, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…making me do crazy things or feel like doin crazy things…my crazy things usually involve driving two hours to RI…” 3/31/06 4:06 am, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…forgetting what normal boundaries are…still to this day I forget…what’s normal…I am ALLOWED to want to talk to him…jesus crud…” 4/19/06 #8515, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…during our relationship he was SUPER and then it stopped…he’s so helpful and giving to others and I get NOTHING…” 4/19/06 #8522, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I do not have one person supporting me besides my therapist and I even feel at times that if I get in one disagreement/argument with even a stranger I can’t handle ANYTHING with J…about starting over …although I’m 26 I have a whole sleu of health problems…and embarrassing ones…and I met this guy right after I left my husband…so I went from a failed marriage to a wonderful relationship to him leaving…its hard for me to open up about the embarrassing medical problems…and I still deal with that now…how can I possibly start over…” 4/21/06 1:59 pm, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…obsessing takes the fun out of everything…I can’t do anything including take care of my kids emotional needs.” 4/22/06 #8593, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I can always think of 100 other things he could have done to prevent hurting me and all it does it make him more pissed…” 4/25/06 #8622, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I tend to do things for the reaction…an hour later I will be disappointed if I don’t get the reaction I wanted, then my plan has backfired…”, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I was crazy waiting for him to either answer mine or send me one…wanting to die every day… I am one of those people that would sit and rationalize with him until he agreed, then it will quickly change.” 4/25/06 #8626, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “… J had a cell under my account on the family plan and all was well until he started running away…got it makes me so ill…in the middle of the night I went online to check the online call logs…had problems with their site and if I wanted to know I had to call, have to go through the whole deal on the phone, get a representative and then ask about calls…so for two months like 10 times a day…sometimes it made me happy cause there were none, but then when I would call later, I would nearly throw up cause they are always 2 hours behind…sometimes they would mess up they would not apy attention and give me a heart failure...” 4/28/06 #8646, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “… I want him so bad I read every little thing and apply it towards a sign that we are together…” 4/28/06 #8653, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I remember how CONSUMED I would be…it killed and relly interfered with my sanity…” 4/30/06 #8698, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I went to my therapist yesterday and told her how I was ‘strong’ but kinda rude to J and she politely reminded me that my relationship with J and his relationship with his son is two different things…” 5/11/06 #8818, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…HE should be scared to see ME because of all he missed…for months I’ve been desperate for him to come…the moment a little crankiness comes I fell like I’m having a heart attack...he said to me don’t worry Angelique, I’m not leaving…” 5/12/06 #8835, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…usually I spend my time hoping and begging him to do this and that if he really loves me…” 5/16/06 #8939, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I am CONSUMED with how to make him learn his lesson…” 6/4/06 #9240, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…myhusband,jeremiah, things got bad between us, and I kepttellinghim and he was cold and callous I said one day, that I felt like I would cheat on him…in telling Jason this story he said if I ever said that to him he would die and wouldn’t let me go…well I’ve said it several times to him and he hears nothing…” 6/4/06 #9266, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…As far as using Blaise…maybe on some level…one level is that I am finally accepting he will fail me over and over so it’s like I need to tell him, so he can reject me, so I can get it through my fat head…but secondly a small part of me is thinking that there is no possible way he can reject a little baby that just last week he was so concerned about by a little tiny cough he had…” 6/6/06 #9305, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I’ve driven to RI about 5 times in the last year begging while he turned me away and wouldn’t even see me…” 6/12/06 #9395, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I’ve been scared of him…not physically but…I don’t wnat to live in fear if my partner will be there for me I want a lot of things in life andI don’t want ot wonder if I’ll be able to get them…” 6/15/06 #9524, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I asked him tocome let me have sex with me……today was a day when I was tryin gto hurt myself…after all the nasty things he has said anddone…” 6/27/06 #9725, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…if J hadn’t called the cops on me and made upa story last year then I would have kept on callinghim and what not…even after that I still checked for himo n the internet anddroveto seehim at drag racing…basically there was no way to find out about him…I had checked on him so many times it’s like it called to me…” 7/5/06 #9833, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I started gettingpetty…tellinghim hemademefeel like a blow up doll so I’m going to find some guy and make video tape and mail it to him cause he’s irresponsible loser…he says to stop being mean…” 7/6/06, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…today was desperate for me…it seems sometimes I need a positivedistraction to stopmefrom texting him…he ended up telling me to leave him alone…” 6/17/06 #9585, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I can’t stop trying to control his behavior…” 7/8/06 #9912, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…he has no way to contact him and I keep thinking about how badhesaidhe wantedweekend visitation and if I had granted it to him, then he would have had to come around…so unhealthy for me to think but at least I would have been able to either not have him run away so longorbe ableto haveammo to use in court, I’m exhausted…” , Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…when I say this stuff to J it’s really a cry for help…please J I am so leonly I am gong to start going to other people…”, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I personally had a bad car accident andeveryweek fora monthhad amniocentisis to see if the lungs were ready so he could come out…”, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I found out he rented a uhaul as his het away vehicle..170 pllus gas and tolls one way from mass to RI...andtheguys at the desk told me he was talkingshit about me…devastation again…I got a no abuse order andandorderfor him to stayaway form myhouse…a couple days later I got emails an instant messages all hours of the day and night saying he makeamistake, couldn’t live without me and needed me. I ignored him thenoneday I responded because I needed answers to some questions. He made the promises to make things up to me and plan to continuewithhis batterers program,attend na, and get therapy as well as his own apt…” 10/20/06 #11564, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…he finally admits to cigs but notweed, then later to weed, I was crushed…I got mad andspedoff…next day in school I waited for him…this was ourfirst time being in class together snce he ran awway…hehad always gjust attending other classes to avoid me…he ignored me, and and and so he says he’s gong to get his book for thenext class which is a lie and I watch him walk to his car andgetina driveaway…did come home to a message that said ‘what’s this taking me to court over $70’ he runs away with my son’s money and I’m supposed to trust him to putit back…I want to get a no contact orderto sendthe messageto leaveme alone cause you’re a druggie but worried about the classes thing...worried he’ll use it as an excuse to quit as opposed to just going a different section of the same class a different day…” 10/20/06 #11564, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.


Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…after me checking things a dozen times I realized that the info wouldnt’ change that fast…is there anyway you can block yourself from his accountor wriiting to him? I kow that sounds hard but that is what had to be done with me…a while back last year Jason blocked me anditkilledmeandfrustrated me but was the best medicinecause I drove myself crazy…” 10/23/06 #11632, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…at one point I went into his back accoutn and transfer some moeny out…well he put a stop payment on it and now he’s mad at me I went into his bank account, kept pointing out how illegal it was…” 4/13/07 #13666, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I tried with this one guy who came after me and claimed to be so into me for years, stood me up 4 times, each time, not contacting for weeks later andthen just saying, I am an ass sorry…this last time I haven’t heard from him…he’s a cop …” 6/20/07 #15609, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I’m sick..causeI can’t shakemy feelings for him…” , Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I’m lonely, haven’t heardfrom him in months…so I sent him an emailto saythat I’m madthat he is making me make the choice of either being alone or with someone else…and it bounces back, it says I’vebeenblocked. I instantly have a heart attack andcan’t cope..why is he blocking me…omghedowesn’t want to hear from me…” 6/26/07 #15961, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…if he was in my life I would still feel like he owed me it and would hav eto pay for eveyrthing I ever wantedfor the rest of my life…” 7/23/07 #16805

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I don’t have random sex…taht was when I was 16, and I had low self esteem…” 3/26/06 #7959, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

Angelique Kindel (Picillo, Baker) “…I can’t wait til we go to court..it willbeentertaining when wetalk about visitation andI ask him what are his plans for living..will he stay with his parents fortherest of his lifehereorwhat?” 3/27/06 2:47 pm, Naranon Support at Yahoo Groups.

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Angelique Picillo (Baker Kindel) “…I can't absorb medications that are in pill form..even narcotics…” April 10, 2011 Short Bowel Syndrome - A Support Community of those who understand!

PsychCentral.com May 15, 2012
How easy is it for you to make HEALTHY FRIENDSHIP choices?
ANGELIQUE PICILLO - HARD. May 15 at 2:21pm.

Angelique Picillo (Baker Kindel) “excuse me for saying so but I do have a degree in domesticviolence and addiction... I could never write a book on being an abuser or wht they are thinkin i really don't get it... I have been through dv over and over so I can say I understand it and write a book on that…” Lundy Bancroft • April 7, 2012 at 10:19pm • WHEN HIS PUT-DOWNS SOUND TRUE